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I'm Just A Girl.Jan 14, 2010

 

The name's VALERIE.Also known as VALE and VITAGEN.The close friends that she hold in her heart are JESSICA,KEITH,KENNETH, AISYAH,JINKIAT,JOHN,AUDREY,GWENDOLINE, SHERILYN,HAZEL,KAT,SAM AND KING.And obviously she has an obsession with GREEN.Her special day's on  DECEMBER 30.It died in 2009.Studied in FAR EAST KINDERGARTEN,SCGS and FMSS.Has a pet HAMSTER called SNOWBALL(he literally looks like a ball AND he's WHITE!) Currently ATTACHED! =^^= Likes to SWIM,DANCE,SING,TEXT,CHAT ON THE PHONE,BADMINTON,SUN-TAN,SKATEBOARD,SWAVEBOARD,ROLLERBLADE AND CYCLE.Hopes to be able to go STAR GAZING or CLOUD GAZING with her SWEETHEART one day. :) Dreams of having a REALLY BIG HOUSE so she can have ALL SORTS OF PETS IN EVERY SINGLE ROOM. :) But most importantly,she just wants a DOG to company her for the rest of her life(if he or she lasts that long). =^^=

11/11/11 A Good Day Through And ThroughNov 11, 2011

When to watch LION KING 3D with Hazel today at Cineleisure :) One word:AWESOME! Felt great to be a kid again :) I'd like to enjoy it 24/7 but I can't find most of my Disney DVDs and Disney doesnt produce them anymore :( Went up to Woodlands to get some stuff for Hazel's christmas pressies :) Did those window art thingies. HAHAHAHA. Seriously,a very kiddy day today :) After that took the bus down to RP and waited for Hazel's bfriend in the library and waited for Keith to come out. He came out but couldn't really meet us because he had a meeting.. But he walked with us over to the MRT :) Nice seeing him again :) Would have enjoyed it more if I could actually walk without the blisters kiling me :( But it was still good to see him :)

So headed home to change my shoes and left for Liz's and Randolph's weddding :) It was fantastic! Had lots of fun cam-whoring with Kim,Nat,Constance,Ezra, Nic,Reuben,Cephas and my brother.Had an awesome time,for the first time in says I really laughed. It felt good :) Fuess today really was a good day :) Thank you 11/11/11 :)

Empty.Oct 24, 2011


NEVER MAKE ANYONE YOUR EVERYTHING.'CAUSE ONCE YOU LOSE THEM YOU ARE LEFT WITH NOTHING.

This saying is easy to say,but you definitely have no control over.I believed in this saying and I followed this saying.But unknowingly,I made that someone my everything.I made sure I didn't get too attached to that someone,because nothing is forever.Things change.So only when did things change,did I realize that I had subconsciously made that someone my everything.It was only after that someone leave me did I realize that he my everything and when he was gone and I was left feeling empty.Maybe I was trying too hard to fill up the empty spaces left behind when everything was taken away..Maybe it's time I just live with the emptiness and let if fill up again on it own when the time is right.It's time to move on.I can't spend all my time stuck here trying to find things to fill up the space.Yes,the emptiness feels weird and throws me off balance.But now it's part of me and I should embrace it.No more running away,just accept the emptiness and move on.With or without you,I'm moving on.

Empty.Oct 24, 2011


NEVER MAKE ANYONE YOUR EVERYTHING. 'CAUSE ONCE YOU LOSE THEM YOU ARE LEFT WITH NOTHING.

This saying is easy to say,but you definitely have no control over.I believed in this saying and I followed this saying.But unknowingly,I made that someone my everything.I made sure I didn't get too attached to that someone,because nothing is forever.Things change.So only when did things change,did I realize that I had subconsciously made that someone my everything.It was only after that someone leave me did I realize that he my everything and when he was gone and I was left feeling empty.Maybe I was trying too hard to fill up the empty spaces left behind when everything was taken away..Maybe it's time I just live with the emptiness and let if fill up again on it own when the time is right.It's time to move on.I can't spend all my time stuck here trying to find things to fill up the space.Yes,the emptiness feels weird and throws me off balance.But now it's part of me and I should embrace it.No more running away,just accept the emptiness and move on.With or without you,I'm moving on.

143.Sep 17, 2011

My "I MISS YOU" level has flown off the charts.It gets worse with each certain day before it dies down again in a few days time.Only to start again on that certain day again.Going through a whole roller-coaster of emotions.Thought I was fine,until something triggers a memory of you.Forever being tossed and turned in a never ending wave of heartache.It comes and goes.It crashes and it dissipates.It's like atsunami.A hurricane.A tornado.And there's no shelter for me to run to.

Aug 27, 2011

The way I feel when I'm with you,I forget my troubles like there's just us two.
You make my heart beat fast and strong,and you make me feel that I truly belong.
You fill the gaps inside my heart,like I've finally found my missing part.
I sink in your eyes,I'm warmed by your smile,and the world is perfect just for a while.
You make life better than it used to be.You are the sugar in my cup of tea.
Whenever you need me,I'll always be there.
I'll be there to talk to,I'll be there to care.
Because for you,I would do anything.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I remember a time not too long ago,you said you'd love me forever.
You promised eternity,but then why now are you gone?
So quickly from my life you left,with nothing left in your heart for me.
You promised to always hold my heart and never let yours leave mine.
Said you would love for always and forever,with all your heart and soul.
It seems only yesterday we were happy,laughing,holding hands,kissing and loving.
Telling each other how we never wanted those moments to end.
We wanted to stop time because nothing else mattered but our love.
I loved you so much,I guess I loved too hard.
I must have done something to deserve this eternal pain.
You left my side so easily,so quickly moved along saying you felt nothing and that we were not right anymore.
How could you promise me forever and for always,only days before this happened talked of pleasures yet to come
and then BAM this happened,and here I lay broken,beaten and bleeding all our love onto the floor.
Broken heart.Broken promises.Broken love.
That I feel will never mend,
:(

 

Jul 14, 2011

 

HARRY POTTER AND THE SORCERER'S STONE
HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS
HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF ASKABAN
HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE
HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX
HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing.Jun 27, 2011

Well,it's been about 2 months since we've gone our own seperate ways.It hasn't been easy but I think my heart is on it's way to recovery from the biggest heartache ever.I'll never be over "us",neither will I forget the "us" we were.Thinking back to the past 8 months together,it  has been great journey walking with you as my baby boyfriend.Though we've had our little ups and downs,we still conquered them all.Though the most recent one was mainly because I was being a girl.I have to admit that I am still a little disappointed that we couldn't settle that issue before we broke up..But honestly,being a girl isn't easy okay.I mean I trust you with all my heart it's the other people I don't trust.It's stupid but I get jealous and protective rather easily..Though I never liked to admit that and I have already tried my best to control it.You can't really expect me to be 100% ignorant to all the other girls who happen to like you too.Even when we're already together,it is like another reason for me to be protective of you.I want  you all to myself but I know you won't be happy so I keep it all bottled up and let you lead your own life.Sure,I'll be "suffering" but what the hell right?If you're happy then I'm happy.But still,there will always be doubts flowing through my mind.For instance,I love you with all my heart and soul.Do you?We never really talked about our feelings when we were together.There is like no assurance that we love each other,even through the "I Love You"s that we say to each other at times.Now that we are seperated,the thoughts are flowing in more storngly and violently than ever.Did you really loved me?Was everything we shared real?I know everything coming from myself is real.But I don't know about you.When we were together,I never thought I would need the assurance of your love but now somehow I just got to know.Guess it's a little too late now huh?

Marry You.♥Jun 11, 2011

Well,I've finally managed to lock up all my feelings for you so that I will only be seeing you as a friend.But deep down,I still love you and miss you.And even when we were together,it's crazy but I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.After everything we've been through,all the history that we had together..I realized that what we have,no one else can ever replace or top everything that we had together.Though it hurts that we didnt get a chance to fight for "us",I'll treasure every memory we had together.Our memories will be flowing like a fountain,never ending.Looking back,I see that we compliment each other.We're so alike yet so different in many ways.I never believed in first loves or soul mates until I met you.You changed my view of the world and I thank you for that.Until you find your real soul mate or significant other,I'll keep holding on and wishing for us to have a second chance together.I'm never giving up on you.You really are the best thing that has ever been mine.

WISH YOU WERE HERE. ♥May 28, 2011

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/hypu ]
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Umbrella Beach.May 27, 2011

 

Check out all the corals here at this beach. Singapore's beach sucks like hell. So dirty... The water's all so murky and bleargh =x Wanna go to Hawaii or Koh Sammui or anywhere with super clear blue waters.

Anyway...Been working as a part time teacher at a childcare at Clementi.Kinda fun and the pay's awesome :) From the time I started working to the end of this month,I'll be getting 1k :) My eyes were like 8O HAHA.This is the highest pay I've ever gotten so far :) Feels good

And I'll be away during the June holidays..Going to Malacca from 3-5 June with Jess's - Jess and her brother family :) Then 6-7 will be visiting my uncle in KL :) Guess that's all now...

Back Down To Earth.♥Apr 21, 2011

I never thought that it'd be easy,cause we're both so distant now.
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how no one has a solid answer.
But just walking in the dark and you can see the look on my face,it just tears me apart.
So we fight through the hurt.
And we cry and cry and cry and cry and we live.
And we learn and we try and try and try and try!
So its up to you and its up to me that we meet in the middle on our way back down to earth.
Down to earth,down to earth,down to earth.
On our way back down to earth.♥

Superhero.Apr 12, 2011

I can be your superhero baby
The one that’s going to save you if you’re in danger
You know who to call, whenever you fall
I’ll be there to catch you and come to your rescue. 
Let me be your superhero baby 
Let me be your superhero baby
Let me be your superhero baby
I can be yours,I can be yours

Always Be My Baby.Mar 27, 2011

Oh,darling,cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong ♥

What Are Words.Mar 23, 2011

Well...It's been awhile since I last posted.Currently,life's starting to become a constant roller-coaster.All full of downs..Sigh,so much to say..Don't even know where to start...

Let me see...Well,number one will be mommy right now.Relationship with mommy is like a constant roller-coaster itself..Starting to start with daddy too...Crap.So yea,mommy's like super mad at me now?Just because I "dont seem to be bothered about my future"..Like please,I was givin options to conder on saturday night.Sunday a whole day gone because of church,lunch and guests to entertain.Monday I haven't even start to see and contemnplate my options and you start nagging and scolding me already..I need to think and consider which route will be a better option for me.I dont' do things as fast as you,I dont want to make a mistake in a decision and end up suffering for it.I will be the one who is studying and it will be your money that is being use3d to pay for the fees.if I waste it,I'm going to get an earful from you.So I'd very much like to avoid that..Juse give me time to think and come up with my plan.If you're so impatient,just do the planning for me!

Number two..My friggin studies..Failed O's twice.Nice right?Okay,not O's...Just my maths.Grrr...So yes,going to take IGCSE this time round and I am GOING TO PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!If not,I swear I will just jump out my window.Hmm..Maybe not high enough..Grrrrr!!So yes,found an awesome tuition place called MindLab.Going to get daddy to just let me go for it.I dont care.I'm going for that tuition centre to prepare for IGCSE.I ain't naive.I've seen the proof!Hmph..

Yea..Then now..Because currently mommys like ignoring me..."washed her hands off me"... -.- Daddy wants me to try to talk to her..Like how can I do that?Everytime I try,there's a friggin wall standing in the wayyy!So much for inderstadning how I feel...And you can still ask me why I always run to my boyfriend..You wanna know why?Because...

1. He doesnt make everything look like it's my fault
2. He doesnt make me feel so guilty whenever I know that I have done something I shouldnt have
3. He doesnt make me feel like I'm being strangled
4. I feel happy and calm and relaxed with him
5. He doesn't blow up or give me the >=( look whenever I make a mistake

THERE.That's why I like being with him.I feel that I can still breathe with him even though my heart is hurting and I don't know what to do.He's always there to support me.You always say you will support me but sometimes I dont feel it..That's why I go to him.I feel supported and that I have the strength to go on.. :') Got your answer?

Argh...That's all now..No more ranting..

WHAT THE HELL.Mar 04, 2011

WHAT THE HELL.

WHAT THE HELL.

WHAT THE HELL.

 

 

Feeling super lost and freaking out now. Life has never been such a drag. Future seems to be flowing down the drain. Neither here nor there. Am I that useless? Seeing friends either already in poly or just entering poly,I can't help but feel WHAT THE HELL.Just what am I doing with me life?I've seriously tried my best.I studied the hardest I could but it just wasn't enough.LIke seriously?Is there really a God?If there is,why is he doing this to me?Like WHAT THE HELL?!Seriously at a loss...Feeling so left behind.But there is nothing I can do about it.Am I really that useless?

Marry You. ♥Feb 22, 2011

It's a beautiful night,we're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey,baby,I think I want to marry you.
Is it the look in your eyes?
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares,baby,I think I want to marry you. ♥
:) It's been awhile.... :D:D Where to starttt :)

2-6 February = CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Spend CNY in Malaysia :) Had fun playing with my number one nephew.FEEL SO OLD! :( BUt he's rather cute :) Played with fireworks and firecrackers too :D
AWESOME! ♥
10 February = KENNETH'S BIRTHDAY + JESSICA'S FAREWELL DINNER AT THE SINGPORE CRICKET CLUB!
So on this day was Kenneth's birthday. Spent the morning with mummy dearest then bought some mint plus to add on to jessica's farewell present and kenneth's birthday cake :) Was suppose to meet Baby Boyfriend and Kenneth at Orchard but they were a little late so I rushed off to Jessica's dinner first.So yea,they met me at the Singapore Cricket Club and I passed kenneth his cake which he had by the road side :D HAHAHA!So unique.Went in for dinner after that when all the guests had arrived and yea..That was all for the night.

12th FEBRUARY = OLD NAIGHBOURS GATHERING/CHINESE NEW YEAR AT JESSICA'S HOUSE!
Hmm...Nothing much  happened on this day...Spent some time with Jessica while she was in her own world watching SKINS.Wasn't really interested so I went to look for her sister and watched GLEE on the sister's lappy :) So yea...Nothing much...Just extra ang pao money

14 February = VALENTINE'S DAY + 6TH MONTH-AVERSARY WITH BABY BOYFRIEND! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
:) Spent an awesome day out with Baby boyfriend ♥
Met Baby Boyfriend at his house.Wished his momma happy CNY after borrowing their washroom :) Companied baby Boyfriend for lunch downstairs his house then headed off to Vivio :) Was actually planning on going for a picnic but we met kinda late and the sun was super hawt :( So yea,we ended up ay Vivo :) Walked around Vivo and saw like TONNES of couples walking around Vivio too!HAHA :D Felt so in the crowd.LOL!Wanted to catch a movie but Baby Boyfriend had exam the next day and had to go home early to study.So we mainly wandered around aimlessly.We walked round One Page,Mini Toons,Challenger,Toys R Us and the arcade :D Had dessert at some shop :D MANGO POMELO SAGO!!♥ Then we had BK for dinner :) Aftr that was home sweet home,had to let Baby Boyfriend go home and prepare for his UT exam :)

Hmm...Yea,that's all for now..HAHAHA.Nothing much to up-date now... :(

Thank you for the music.Jan 26, 2011

Hmm.. It's been awhile. Typing this post as I am on the way to pick daddy up from work. Let me see... Nothing much happened actually... Got back "O" level results... 25 points. Maths still no difference. Applied for technology and arts management,sonic arts,new media,interactive design,technolgy and information something. All aimed at RP. But guess what? I got none. Sigh... Feel so depressed. As a christian,I am starting to lose my faith in the man up in heaven. Sad to say,I feel deserted by the almighty God. Everyday,I pray to him. Telling him how I have tried my best and that there is nothing I can do within my human strength. So I did what I was taught from young.Turn to the man up in heaven.I'm tired of always looking up to the heavens and saying"I have done all I can.I lay everything down at your feet lord.Please take them.Bless them as you will.May it be your will that everything is a joy,blessing and may it proclaim your mighty power." Guess what?The old man up there only gave me dissapointments.What?Got your head up in the sky for too long?What on earth do you want from me?I prayed and ask you if it is your will that I become a vet.When.I didnt get in last year,I thought fine.Guess I'm not to be vet.So what?This year,I pray and ask you if you will just get me into any of my first six choices of poly courses.Once again,I did not get in to any of the courses.Seriously,are you trying to play games with me?Well,stop it!I dont want to play anymore games.Just tell me what the heck you have planned for me.Give me a sign or something!Show it to me in my dreams.WHAT!?Dont make me lose my faith.I am really close to giving up on this faith honestly.It's like you are not even here when I need you.

Ugh. My eyes hurt. Not wearing glasses. Apparently,the optomitrist said that my right eye was over powered. So they're going to fix it for me. Cant wait to get home and emerse myself in the playing of my guitar. Getting a headache. Shall end here.

Dj got us falling in love tonight.Dec 27, 2010

Hmm..2010 will  be coming to a close in a few days time..Shall take the time to think up of my new year resolution and come up with my 2010 awesome mix track..Shall try to recall the songs that got me through the whole of this year :)

 

2011 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
1. Start earning my own income (going to start work soon.hopefully I can continue working in 2011)
2. Be nicer to MeiMei :D &hopefully my brother...
3. Spend more time with my dear familyy ♥
4. Gain more of Mummy and Daddy's trust. Want Mummy and Daddy to be able to let me out without being worried :)
5. Be able to spend more time with Baby Boyfriend ♥
6. Form bonds with the Torchbearers :)
7. I want to be able to prioritize my time better :)
8. No more being lazy,putting off things and being late
9. Be more money wise. Start saving LOTS AND LOTS of moolahhhh :D
10. Be more out going :) 
11. EXERCISE MORE OFTEN! (dammit...keep back sliding...LOL)

 

2010 MIX TRACK
1. Michael Jackson featuring Akon - Hold My Hand
2. Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside The Lines
3. Katy Perry - Firework
4. Big Time Rush - Boyfriend
5.  Justin Bieber - Baby
6. Iyaz - So Big
7. Iyaz - Solo
8. Taio Cruz - Dynamite
9. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are
10. Train - Soul Sister
11. Tokio Hotel - Dark Side Of The Sun
12. Miranda Cosgrove - Kissin You
13. Britney Spears - Stronger
14. Britney Spears - Sometimes
15. Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone
16. Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul
17.  Justin  Bieber - That Should Be Me
18. Joe Jonas - Invisible
19. Kesha - Your Love Is My Drug
20. Fefe Dobson - Stuttering
21. Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes
22. Glee - Don't Stop Believing
23. Kylie Minogue - All The Lovers
24. Arron Carter - Do You Remember
25. Adelitas Way - Last Stand
26. Hot Chelle Rae - Bleed
27. Orianthi - Courage
28. Jordan Cahill - More Than Me
29. Nick Jonas - Introducing Me
30. Corine May - 5 Loaves And 2 Fishes
31. Avril Lavigne - So Much For MY Happy Ending
32. Avril Lavigne - Alice
33. Kelly Clarkson - Since You've Been Gone
34. Katy Perry - Hot And Cold
35. Lady Entabellum - Need You Now
36. Michael Jackson - Heal The World
37. Justin Bieber - One Less Lonely Girl
38. N-Dubz featuring Bodyrox - We Dance On
39. Hinder - Lips Of An Angel
40. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Guardian Angel
*THEY ARE NOT IN ORDER.JUST SONGS THAT GOT ME THROUGH THE YEAR 2010 :)

 

Hmm...On a side note,Baby Boyfriend is in Malaysia now :) Hope he's having a good time.Tomorrow will be my turn to go to Malaysia..3 days of not being able to see Baby Boyfriend or talk to him :(:( Shall find a way...LOL.Hmmm..That's all for now :)

All I want for Christmas is you!Dec 26, 2010

:):) Heee!This year's Christmas was really nice :) Got to spend Christmas with Baby Boyfriend this year :) &it's my first Christmas with Boyfriend too :) So happy!

 

24 December
Met Baby Boyfriend at 10 :) Went down to Vivo to run some errands with Boyfriend :) Went to fix his daddy's watch and to shorten his watch strap :) Bought tickets to watch HELLO STRANGER :) Really nice.So sweet :) Two total complete strangers who meet in Korea after having their hearts broken and they fall in love with each other as the travel around Seoul :) Went home for family Christmas dinner.YUM :) Opened pressies and then bed time.LOL!Such low Christmas spirits...ohwelll

 

25 December
Again I went to meet baby boyfriend after spending the morning with my family :) Met boyfriend and his mummy ( :o ) and sister at his house downstairs and cabbed to Glen's house :) He was sort of the host for the Christmas party :) The real host would be his Mom I guess,Aunty Shandi :) I like her name :) HAHA.So yea,met according to baby boyfriend,the 四个大美女 :) let me see if I can still remember...The 四个大美女 consists of boyfriend's mummy,Aunty Shandi,Aunty Monique(dont really know the spelling,just guessing) and Aunty Veronica.I hope I got them right... :x so yea :) Met Glen+Joyce,Gavin(Glen's brother),Glen's cousin(whose name I seriously can't remember at the moment...),Chermaine(??),her hyper active brother,the ego booster 3000 who is the brother of another Valerie...So yea.Hmm...Horrible.Can't remember much... :x But I liked the atmosphere over at Glen's house :) Very homey :) Um...of course everything must come to an end some time...For me it was 9,had to be home by 10 :) Mummy Dearest's curfew :) Baby Boyfriend was really sweet to take the MRT down and send me home :) hee :) I LOVE MY BABY BOYFRIEND :) He even got me 2 Christmas pressies :) He got me a limited edition Ariel bag tag :) It's really pretty :) Gonna hang in on whichever bag I choose to use on the day :) I love what Baby Boyfriend told me when he gave the bag tag to me.He said,"YOU ARE THE ONE IN FIVE HUNDRED WHO HAS THIS.BUT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART." Isn't Baby Boyfriend just the sweetest?! :) &Boyfriend won a Doramon for me too from one of the claw machines :) Of course I wasnt there when he got it but it was reallyy sweet of Boyfriend :) Wonder how much he spent trying to get it :) The Doramon's really cute too.Haha.So happy that I got everything I wanted this Christmas :) I got baby Boyfriend,my family and my brand new really handsome ( :D ) guitar :) Heeee.Feel so contented :) Hope every Christmas will be like this...*sigh* Shall just embrace the now :) Going to hold on to every moment I have with baby Boyfriend :)♥

Behind These Hazel Eyes.Dec 15, 2010

:):):):):) It's been awhile since I last posted on blogie :D HAHA.Shall update :P Like DUH!

6 December - 9 December
icamp! It was totally awesome man! :) Had fun with all the Torchbearers during the camp.Here was the scedule:
Day1:
Meet in church at 12pm.Went into our teams and plan for a group name,total of four all together. :) Leave for GB&BB Campsite at Sembawang  @ about 1pm. Arrive at BB&GB Campsite at ????pm.LOL!Settled into our dorms,unpacked and got ready for ice breakers.Played charades,dance dance dance and let's play.Had a lot of fun laughing and watching the other groups play.Then we split into our groups to make our group flag.Names of the four groups are: Cheeseburger - CKPOP,Imba,Lauwilliwillinukunukuoioi and Spirit Of Sharing(SOS) :) So we made our flags and explained our reasons of why the name and the design of the flag :) After that we had free time all the way till dinner.Before lights out,we had worship and sermon by Pastor Francis Foo.Heard the song "5Loaves and 2 Fishes" by Corrine May,the theme of our camp and a song written by Yanhan "A Simple Thing For Us". :) It was really awesome man
Day2:
We went Asotnes (Sentosa) to pizagem (megazip) and parajump :) It was like WOOHOO! :D HAHAHA.Slacked by the beach after we zipped down to Siloso and played frisbee :) Left to go back to camp and we had NIGHT GAMES!We are to "infiltrate" the troll territory and rescue the little bear.HAHA!We had like some story to go with so that was our mission for the night :) We were made to face the challenge of the spider's web and collect 8 yakult bottles which was suppose to be something but I forgot...So yea,we got through that without a problem :D oh...we were being chased by the trolls as we try to complete the challenges as well.If we die,we have to go to the TORTURE CHAMBER :D Torturere,Yanhan!LOL!So at the other 3 stations we were made to dig for light sticks and communicate with each other without opening our mouths :D The last one was like WHAT TIME IS IT MR WOLF and yea.We survived!LOL :D But because some of us "died",including me :D We had to be "tortured" by the torturer to be "revive".TORTURE:CAMOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! :D HAHA!Everyone loved it man!So much for Yanhan's torture :)
Day3:
We had like the greatest form of travel ever known to man...HAMSTERBALLLLLLLLL!!! :D It was awesome!Can't explain how it is,you guys have to go experience it for yourselves :D Then we had to "swim" across a "river" as one of our challenges to complete our story.LOL.Some of us had cuts from that challenge :) Um...we were to catch water balloons using shirts.It was fun mann :) We also had some True Or False game challenge :) FUN FACT: THERE ARE 13 BEEPS ANNOUNCING THE MRT DOOR CLOSING. Then we played cricket and water drinking competition :D HAHA.Really fun.Especially throwing water bombs at Yanhan and having Yanhan VS Jason and KaiYang VS Sam in the water drinking competition :) &&&&&I played the guitar during worship with Constance,Rueben and Yanhan :):):) and then...CAMP FIRE! :D LOL.Of course we had to plan for the finale to our story for THE LION CUB AND BABY BEAR :) We were all rehearsing and coming up with different variations of the finale with the criteria we were given to work with.It was awesome.My team had an evil guy,Magneto,1boy and 1 girl to speak in a HongKong accent(which we had everyone in the group do,except me) and we had to have 1 dance and 1 song in our skit :) It was friggin awesome la!So proud of my team :D They really came through :) &of course because of our awesome-ness...WE WON!HAHAHA! :D Free time after campfire and everyone stayed up like super duper late :) Everyone slept at like 3+ almost 4 am and we were to wake up at like 8?LOL!How awesome are we man :D Anyway,obviously we overslept.HAHA :)
Day4:
OVERSLEPT!Packed up,cleaned the dorms and left for home sweet home :D

12 December
We had like a CHILDREN'S CHRISTMAS PARTY :) Totally forgot about that...Wore a DRESS to church man -.- So yea,we played scavenger hunt with ice cream sticks,planned by Gaven I think...Then we played Dong&Bone and THEN LAO YING ZHUA XIAO JI :O LOL!My dress kinda got spoilt while playing the game.HAHA.But it was awesome :) And that was only part one.Part two is next sunday :)

13 December
BIRD PARK! :D Nothing much to say but it was fun watching the bird shows :) Like a trip down memory lane :)

14 December
EAST COAST PARK! Met Yanhan,Canstance,Cephas,Ashley and John at Bedok MRT @ 10am.Took the bus down to East Coast and met Kimberly at Macdonalds there :) We saw some mediacorp artistes there too..Forgot his name.Oops...Know his face but totally forgot his name.LOL!Anyway...Had branch at Macs and then sang songs in the sun by the waterbreakers..Yanhan was like sweating on his guitar wife :D Rented bikes at the nearby rental shop.Some rode normal bikes while 6 of us shared 3 double seater bikes :) We cycled all the way to SUPER near changi before everyone said to turn back..LOL!met Nat,Lydia and Jeremy at the seafood restaurant nearby there.Kimberly and I rode back on a double seater bike and we were screaming our heads off. :D Ezra and everyone else kept bullying us :(:(:( HAHA.But it was fun :) Returned back the bikes and went to eat at Subway.After that went to the beach and everyone else played Captain's Ball and soccer by the beach.Kimberly and I were slacking by the picnic tables and I was the photographer while KImberly was like music box.HAHA :D Slacked at BK after that and left for home at about 6+.Took the train all the way down to town with Kimberly and YunWei :) 
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HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY BOYFRIEND!

Christmas Is Comingg!Dec 01, 2010

:) So excited!Christmas is actually coming in 24 days :) HAHAHA.That will be like....3 weeks plus?LOL!Anyway.... :)

This week is a happy month :) Grandparents arrived from Canada yesterday to settle some bank issues but whatever :) THEY'RE STAYING FOR CHRISTMASSS! :D So happyyyy :) And and and...MY DEAR BABY BOYFRIEND :) Always make me so happy :) Took time out on Monday to some and see me :) Heeeeee~!Had fun with Baby Boyfriend(BB) <3 HAHA.I like that name :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥BABY BOYFRIEND.BABY BOYFRIEND.BABY BOYFRIEND!♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAHA :) I♥MY BOYFRIEND!

Leavin'Nov 26, 2010

Hmmmm...today I'm just going to rant rant rant before I go to work today.kinda doing this on my way to work now.LOL.oh,previously I know I said I'm working at elitrend.well,I'm not.I'm working at Nichii now :) it was quite fun on my first day of work yesterday :) hmmm...anyway,I dont exactly know what I did wrong this time but mummy seems to be friggin' angry with me...sigh.it's seriously killing me on the inside.ugh.such weakness...so now I am to pay for everything myself...eeesh.dont know what to say or do..but it felt good when I spilled everything to baby boyfiend :) I LOVE YOU<3 thank you for listening to me as I poured everything out to you :)

And and and....I've got 2 really ugly blisters from yesterday.OWIE :) HAHA.thay's all for now I guess :)

DANCING CRAZY.

Face to face and heart to heart,we're so close yet so far apart.
I close my eyes and look away.That's just because I'm not okay.
But I hold on,stay strong.Wondering if we still belong.
Will we ever say the words we're feeling?
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have a happy ending?Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-a-always a-a-a-a-always be pretending?
How long do I fantisize?Make believe that it's still alive?
Imagine that, I am good enough and we can chose,the ones we love.
But I hold onI stay strong.Wondering if we still belong.
Will we ever say the words we're feeling?
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?Will we ever have a happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending?
Keeping secrets safe,every move we make.
Seems like no ones letting go and it's such a shame 'cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know?
Will we ever say the words we're feeling?
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have a happy ending?Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

We Are Young We Are Free.Stay Up Late We Don't Sleep.

Date: 3-8 June 2011
What: Malacca - KL trip

PRICE TAG.

1. Juicy Couture
2. Fendi
3. Guess
4.Levi's
5. Cotton On
6. Cotton On Body
7. Miss SIxty
8. Forever 21
9. Armani Exchange
10. Burberry

GIVE IT TO ME.

- YOU ♥♥
- My other half of the INUYASHA series
- Michael Jackson top
- Michael Jackson style clothes
- Michaal Jackson "This Is It" DVD
- Michael Jackson picture puzzle from the puzzle shop at PLAZA SINGAPURA
- Michael Jackson posters
- Michael Jackson Biography book
- My distant memory of The Secret Garden
- Green Mickey Mouse/Tweety Bird hoodie from FOX
- Fedora hat from SEVENTYSEVEN STREET
- Green headphones from POPULAR
- Unlimited texting for my phone (see below.LOL)
- Iphone 5 or any phone that is touch screen and has a qwerty key pad
- HP envy laptop \ Acer Timeline \ Vaio Sweet(GREEN)
- Fujitsu Digi camera
- More pumps&heels
- Girly dresses
- An acoustic guitar

IT'S OVER.

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